This is where I feel most content.
After a weekend of rejuvenation with a bunch of Christian girlfriends at Women of Faith THIS is right where I know that I belong. It is so nice to get away. It is really the only thing I plan for all year. I come back, ready to take on the world. In this world, where women can be very mean and judgmental toward each other, it is so refreshing to be in a great big arena, full of women, and know that we are not perfect and have all been through hardships.
But it is so nice to be back home. I miss my boys something fierce. I really wanted to wake them from their slumber and love on them, but I didn't. The next morning I got a lot of snuggles in and I knew that I was exactly were I was supposed to be. I wonder sometimes, what life would be like if my oldest son was "normal". Sometimes I just wish. Sometimes I was I could take my youngest somewhere and leave him. Sometimes I am not sure if I am a good mother or wife. But then there are moments like the one in the picture. Moments that I wouldn't trade for the world. It is moments like that, where everything seems ok. I am content here. I am at peace here.I am holding on to this moment because I know it won't last long.